Posts

My Step Sister, A Thief & A Liar

"My Step Sister, The Thief & A Liar" Born to an abusive mother who tried to suffocate her with a pillow as a young child, my step sister was taken from our mother's care & sent to live with our Jehovah's Witness nan as her dad being the wasteman he is wanted nothing to do with her. Growing up my step sister was a spiteful & compulsive liar who had trouble bonding with other children leading to a childhood without friends, minus the two so called mates who used to bully her on a regular basis. From a young age she would talk about joining the army, but not having the highest of IQ's, she soon realised that this pipedream of hers would have to be replaced with minimum wage work, such as McDonald's, Tesco & KFC. All of which she was unable to hold down. A short time later my step sister attended a child's birthday party, where she met a man many years older than herself who decided to have sex with her & impregnate her in another room

My Dysfunctional Jehovah Witness Family & The Enabling Of Abuse

I, like everybody on this earth have full right to live a peaceful, stress free, happy & fulfilled life but for some strange reason this highly narcissistic & toxic family on the other hand, felt different.. I walked away from my nan around 7/8 years ago now, quite simply because this nasty little woman & her two son's continued to maintain regular contact with the female relative who sexually abused her own child!! Now being a father myself, I did not want these pedophile enabling scum anywhere near me or my child, so I did what any decent human being would do & turned my back on the lot, unlike the dregs of the family who continued to allow their offspring around these souless parasites who hide behind a cult like religion in order to cover up their unforgivable sins against children. Sexual, mental & physical. Now, fast forward a few years later & that same dirty nan of mine could not stand the fact that I had the courage to walk away from this family

My Narcissistic Family & The Abuse I've Suffered

 Please take a few minutes to read the following.... My own family have set out from day one to destroy my life & take all from me that I have ever owned or loved. Abuse very much enabled by Essex Police... ◾My dad & step mum would physically & mentally abuse me throughout my whole childhood yet EP chose not to prosecute! (AKA Enablement) ◾Doesn't seem to see the problem with the family disowning my daughter at birth for quite simply being born mixed race! (AKA Family Racism) ◾Allowed my dad to steal & burn my belongings, personal items & memories stored at his house, yet no further action was taken! (AKA Theft) ◾Knew a relative sent me a pedophilic comment with a photo of my young daughter yet chose to give him nothing more than a warning!  (AKA The sexual comment of a minor, sent in order to cause pain & distress) ◾Know damn well my Abusers not only have access to my daughter, but have fed her just enough venom & lies to turn her against her own dad wh

Is Racism Natural or Nurtural?

  BLOG: IS RACISM NATURAL OR NURTURAL? R acists are not born, but made! Racism begins not in courts, classrooms and segregated societies, but at home. Specifically, in the everyday interactions between parent and child/children. Children from young are often taught to hate or to distrust another for the colour of their skin, and to only seek friendships/relationships within their own race. The teachings used are often subtle, yet very manipulative. For the sake of all our children's children, we must seek to change not only ourselves, but our society. Language plays a massive role regarding our attitudes to others, so it is all our duty to choose our words carefully. When we see or hear or a negative stereotype, so do our children. Even in public schools, history is often taught from the perspective of just one race, Caucasian. It is important that our children see that many people have been hurt and in some cases, even died due to a society of intolerance and bigotry. Whether duri

Unspeakable (Censorship)

  “UNSPEAKABLE” As a writer of many a controversial subject, I have always fell victim of the censors. Yet, never as bad as the systems attempt to silence me on a cold winters night back in November 2008. Upon leaving a local supermarket one Friday night I noticed a couple police cars fly past me, I thought nothing of it and kept on walking. All of a sudden, out of know where, I felt myself falling to the floor at pace, within the blink of an eye to my despair I was rumbled into the back of an unmarked police vehicle. It was like some kind of crazy kidnapping attempt from a scene in some budget B movie. Clueless to my fate, I was driven to Basildon Police Station where I was read my three charges: Threats to Kill Slander Harassment Wait for it! Via poetry and rap lyrics...Wow! Chamillionaire was right, the hip-hop police do exist, going home tonight, I wouldn't be. The following Monday morning I was up in front of the judge at magistrates, my charges read out... amused by the serio